Miserables

Current problems with my life right now:
-Pete Carrol freaking left SC for the SEAHAWKS...WTF!?!?
life over
-I'm probably not doing anything fun this weekend...its a 4-day weekend
-my head is pounding...which is actually pretty normal for me
-my time with robert is ticking and i hate thinking about going everyday without talking to him
-not going to senior ball
-not dancing
-not going to college...according to my mom and her refusal to pay
-not going to EFY
-refusing to go to Maryland because I'm not going to EFY
-literally have 4 guys wanting me...i want none of them
-the one...or two...guys that i want...i don't have the chance anymore
-i need someone to make me happy
-i am CRAVING San Diego. i would move there in a heart beat
leave all of this behind


things to look forward to???
yeah...i can't even think of anything that applies to that question