lost

ok. i don't exactly know what to do.
i'm not sure if i should do track or not =/
it's a lot of fun and stuff, but hard of course.
the problem is that my left leg has decided to be completely helpless. i'm actually i really good and fast sprinter. but with this gay ass quad, i can't even lift my leg up...so i can't run fast. i know i'm really good, but i havent been able to show it b/c of this. idk why its doing this, its never done it before. its a pain like none other. the trainer said i damaged my muscle. which probably isnt too good. idk how long its going to take it to heal. hopefully not long.
but my other problem is that i dont know if i should even do track or not. and this thought goes through my head a billion times a day. and i dont know the answer.
if i do track...i never really have time for hw b/c i have to wait till 4:15 for mi madre to pick me up. then i procrastinate like none other (like i am now)and i kinda have deciding just not to do some of my hw. which is really stupid. and i'm always going to be hurt. which will really effect my dancing. and the days i have dance after school, i basically have like 1 or 2 hours to do my hw. not good.
those are basically all of the cons.
the pros are mostly just like always being in shape...hanging out with my friends...and track meets are way fun. oh and missing school some days. which can also be a con b/c i fall back in school work pretty easily.
the reason why i was going to do track in the first place was b/c my best friends were in it and wanted me to do it. and plus when they left at lunch for meets, i had to go hangout w/ my dance friends, which werent all that great. but nowww me and my best friends...arent my best friends anymore. so i really dont know why i still wanted to go out for track. but i want them back more than anything. so i'm kinda hoping that track will bring us together again.
that is my hugest want right now i think.
they were the best friends i've ever had. and our friendship was ruined b/c of a stupid guy.
but thats a story i dont have time telling right now.
maybe some other time.
i have to focus on whether im going to do track or not.
huge decision.
really is.