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okayy here are just a fewww. i have to clear some space on my computer to put on the pics from my camera. dont know how long that will be. but hereee

Bows & Ruffles

are two of my favorite things.




this white one i saw at the forever 21 in utah, and i loved it!! too bad i didnt have any spending money =[

i thought

i would never hate California. but i hate California. what the heck is here for me??? nothing.

=/

I've been having a lot of depressed days lately. I've been thinking too much. when i think too much, that's when i get depressed.
i just want to sleep.
and never wake up.
ugh. i want to go back to Utah.
i think i've found my heaven:there. in utah. with the ice cold air, clean air. and the snow. oh my gosh. the snow. and my sisters. of course. that's my heaven.
so let me sleep...

TODAY

in about 30 minutes, i will be driving to Utah with the Sorensons =] ! i can't believe how perfectly this worked out!
just a couple of days ago (last friday actually) i realized i really wanted to go to utah this weekend so kayla can teach me to snowboard. plus we have a four day weekend; so it would be the perfect time. kayla said she wished i could come up...but we both knew it was impossible.
thennn anna sorenson said on sunday that they're going and i was like "ugh! no wayy i wanna go". and she said "oh you should come with us!" but nothing came of that, and i didn't think anything would.
so i was talking to kayla and told her the sorensons were coming up and shes like "yeahh you should come up with them!" and then YESTERDAY anna calls me, leaves a voicemail and says i can totally go with them! i wanted to cry when i was listening to the message, i was soo happy! sooo i just had to convince my mom to let me miss school on thursday, and i had to do my math test that i would miss, today at lunch.
see?! worked out pretty perfectly! and now anna is on her way to pick me up!!!
so i have to go, probably wont be on till next week some time.
i';; take lotsss of pictures! =]

My New Favorite

ballerina. Anna Pavlova. She's beautiful. She made ballet famous in the 1920s. Or something. She was really good though. =] look her uppp

"Play the last measure very softly."

today has been one of those days

Where I just don't want to do anything. I really didn't want to dance today and I put no effort into it. Ive barely done any of my homework yet. And I'm not going to do my English essay which was due today. I fell asleep when I got home and I didn't go to illusions. I have a headache right now. And there's so much left that I have to do. But I just cant get myself to do it. My eyelids are heavy. I just want to go to bed and not have to wake up at 5:00 to go to seminary then school. Ughhh