I've been having a lot of depressed days lately. I've been thinking too much. when i think too much, that's when i get depressed. i just want to sleep. and never wake up. ugh. i want to go back to Utah. i think i've found my heaven:there. in utah. with the ice cold air, clean air. and the snow. oh my gosh. the snow. and my sisters. of course. that's my heaven. so let me sleep...
i have lots of dreams.
but I've got even more thoughts. i can't contain them.
these are my feelings.
this blog is basically an extension of my journal. and i don't expect anyone to read it. actually i kinda hope they don't....
i want to be out of high school. no more trying to be somebody i'm not. i want to start over. i want people to know me and love me for who i really am. i want my life to get started. but first i want to figure myself out.
My Inspirations
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." - Albert Einstein
"Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them." -William Shakespeare
"We all die, the goal is not to live forever, the goal is to create something that will"
"Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once. "-William Shakespeare
"Don't be afraid to take risks. Be creative. Try things" -Johny Depp