just because

Rules: you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
yeah...I'm not gonna tag anyone, but here it goes...

1) when i was little i was deathly afraid of fireworks. i just thought they would come all the way down and kill us all. haha. but i prayed during the whole firework show on 4th of July that that wouldn't happen. and now i LOVE fireworks!!
2) i want to have 5 kids: 3 girls and 2 boys. call me crazy
3) the reason i want 5 kids is mainly because of the Daland family who i used to babysit all the time. they're the cutest family
4) i get headaches/migraines daily. I'm basically immune to the brown Advil now.
5) i think about the past A LOT
6) i miss all of my past friendships
7) now, I'm DEATHLY afraid of clowns. I'll cry if i see one.
8) i probably watch too much TV. but i only watch the good shows, i promise
9) for some reason, people always think I'm smart and i get good grades. just because I'm semi-quiet in class doesn't mean I'm an amazing student. actually i have horrible grades. but at least i try hard
10) i only let myself eat healthy cereal. the only exception is crunch berries and peanut butter crunch every once in a while
11) i love traveling and road trips. i like getting away from this bubble and seeing new and beautiful things
12) i get lost in music and dance
13) it absolutely kills me that i can't dance now. it's so painful to watch people dance. i even get jealous of seeing people just walking around normally and easily
14) i have trust issues
15) Disneyland really is the happiest place on earth!! at least, in my world it is.
16) i want to live in LA, SD, NY, and on the beach at some point in my life. (not all at once of course)
17) if i had to choose a super power i would choose invisibility and mind reading. just think of how useful they would be. so much more useful than flying
18) i still have my baby blanket
19) i'm not sure who my real friends are anymore
20) i think about him everyday.
21) i have many nicknames. i like them a lot
22) i am major OCD about having clean hands. i wash my hands so many times during the day. i cannot stand having dirty hands. it's just disgusting
crap i cant think of any more right now, i shall finish laterrrr