BIG NEWS

some big things have happened since the last time ive been on! welll one really big thing actually.
welll i tried out for dance team, and felt really confident that i might make it. then i found out i didn't! i was extremely mad and bummed and what not. the next day during dance, my friend said that there was someone they forgot to put on the list. i was prayinggg that it was me. then mrs dyer told me murphy wanted to talk to me! i went into her office and she basically told me that i'm on team, but not on team. yeah, i dont really understand the situation very much but i'm kinda just looking at it like i made it =]
sooo.... I MADE TEAM!!!!! i was sooo happy! at break, the first person i called was my sister kayla. well, i texted her first and she was like what the freak?! thats awesome! yeah then i called her and explained the situation to the best of my ability. basically i'm going to train with team over the summer and if murphy sees that i should be on team then i will be. but she said that i might just be a rally and football game dancer, and not compete. thats ok with me, although i of course want to compete, but thats better than nothing!
so yeah i'm going to work sooo hard so i can go to camp with them over the summer, then hopefully compete!
we've had our first practice and it was so much fun! everyone is so nice. i didnt do amazing that night, but not as bad as i have been doing. seriously, lately, i really think i somehow lost all of my talent. it's rediculous. i hate it. doubles are kinda hard for me now and i can't really do alasecondes anymore =[ SOOO GAY! they used to be so EASY!! but im getting my skills back and hopefully they'll get even betterrrr!!
but i'm kinda going to miss track! and all of my friends i made at track! =[ but i'm going to make even more on team hopefully! i'm just scared of the drama and cattyness that comes with team. haha. oh joy