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"if you love someone set them free, if they come back they were always yours & if they don't they never were."

guess what

he came back
:)

inspired

i needed inspiration for my next photo project. i was already thinking of doing undewater portraites so i looked up some ideas. i love these so much! and i love how they're all of kids. it's so much fun and colorful. i'm gonna try to attempt some awesome ones like these and see what happens! :)

i love you

How can i tell you

That i love you

I love you

I want to tell you

That i'm always thinking of you

I'm always thinking of you

But i can't
Think of the right words

To say

yummy

something you might not know about me is that i LOVE cars. i'm obsessed. and i legitly diee when i see a super nice, beautiful, expensive, shiny car :)

ok i dont know all the details about them but i know what's nice and expensive haha

that's good enough for a girl right?

a guy can definitely win my heart with a nice car ;)
like these for example:

Mecedes Benz SLS AMG G23 & Audi R8 Spyder

currently obsessed

i love Rebekah Westover.
Her photographs are beautiful.
check her outtt!

pretty

beautiful.

precious

{picture from flickr i think, and has nothing to do with this vvv buuut has everything to do with my life right now}

physical therapy is going to be SO painful tonight.

i just know it.

i haven't been in a whole week and i'm super stiff. it hurts. and it's only gonna get worse in a few hours.

but hey, maybe it won't be so bad. ha.

i think colds wouldnt be so bad if the medicine tasted better

i have had a cold since sunday. after the competition all day on saturday, i woke up with a horrible migraine and a sore throat. plus i had to give a talk in sacrament. i felt even worse that night, but monday i was feeling better. but no. it has lasted all week long and right now i am dying.

i just took some dayquil, plugging my nose and gagging. i sprayed my throat with medicine stuff. and i put more medicine stuff on the sore on the inside of my cheek.

and when my coughing stopped, i started sneezing. nonstop.

how am i supposed to work on my photo project today and maybe go sailing tomorrow with this horrible horrible cold?? blehhhhh. well i guess it's a good thing that i didn't go to nationals or SD because i would've been miserable.

verde!

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!

i can't believe i forgot about it though! i didn't wear green or anything. so sad. even though i don't really own anything green that's actually cute. (that's my excuse) bleh i'm a failure of an Irish.

{all pics by me, except bottom one}

wishlist

just a few things that i want (almost) more than anything

:)

One Step at a Time

so i found these on my computer from a longgg time ago. like freshman/sophomre year. i like them a lot. most of them are from when i would walk home from school everyday or walk to my sewing class. they were taken with my old crap digital camera. but oh wells.

they reminded me of how i've been taking life recently one step at a time. mostly my recovery i mean. it's been a longggg and painful road. but thinking back to when it first happened, it seems like foreverrr ago. i'm so happy and proud of how far i've come. i didn't think i could do it. but i could and i did. there's still more progress to be done. i've got to keep taking it step by step but i'll get there eventually...wherever there is. i guess it's when i can do everything i used to be able to do. not having to be paranoid about hurting it. mmm that sounds so nice. and i'm so excited :)

Nature Walks

another AWESOME and memorable weekend :)
friday night-jacuzzi, Love Happens, and YouTube vids with Kass and Jess
saturday- all day competition at Saugus. got to see my dad. and spend goood quality time with the boys...obviously :) we had a ton of fun and i loved taking sweet pics of them all! we bonded and talked and talked and talked. i loved it! :)
then dance team party at trevor's house for angel's b-day. we had so much fun (these guys never stop being fun) and i became friends with Karyl P!
sunday- me kaila, and kassie ditched sunday school and walked down the street and took a billion pics on my camera phone :) it was soo much fun. cold and windy and a pain in the butt to send them all from my phone to fb but so worth it :)
i wish every weekend was like this!

{all pictures by moi and some by kassie}

like riding a bike

so i was talking to my friend Christian a few weeks ago. he asked me when i'd be able to start dancing again. i told him what i've been telling everyone-"i don't know."
it was really sad because he told me that he can't really remember how i dance. he knows that i was good, but he can barely picture it anymore.
then he told me "it's okay, you'll get back into it. and when you, it'll be like riding a bike."
like riding a bike
he's right. at least, i hope he's right.
i know i'm gonna be scared to do things like leap and turn on that leg,
but it'll get easier.
i know it.